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i just decided that for just today im not gonna do any work at all unless im asked to do something. Im just gonna sit here till the bosses notice that they havent spoke to me in an entire. So far its working Brilliantly.

Cinco de drinko was a blast. hung out at my house and then went to a bar in crockett. lol crockett. got a free cabo wabo shirt and all i had to do was get spanked by a tiny little girl that couldnt hurt me with her hand let alone a giant paddle she could barely hold up.

lol amazing
made friends with a guy named linx.
wants to take me out to sushi

you ever spend sooooo much time on one aspect of your outfit for the night and then someone compiments just that one thing. ooooooo it makes me all giddy inside when someone notices stuff like that. i spent like 2 hours trying to figure out my hair last night. as soon as i get in the car cullen says... oh i like yer hair, it looks nice tonight. lol SCORE. i love that.

kinda hung over today.. well just my tummy is
went to sleep at 2a woke up at 6 and barely got back to sleep... annoying so finally at 7 i smoked a tiny bowl and passed out for another hour and a half.

yay

Current Location:
My Job
Current Mood:
bored
Current Music:
Little Birdy - Brother
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yano how if you are good at something
you wanna do that all the time,
its like building self confidence

in the reallly wrong area of my life am i practicing this habit

im up to 17

yu guess what im talkin about

oh bay area

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Zach and I <3


Jaymmmmmme and Meeee


3


The Cr3w


Me after being pushed in a tub.
awesome
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i think im done hiding from the impending doom of adulthood
basically...
im ready to go home now
soon
tomorrow....
i wish.

a lot of different things have lead to this choice, im lonely beyond all belief, i may still be lonely in the bay but i will have my family, i will have people to visit and hang out with. another reason is my health, i havent been so sick so many times since ive lived here, i eat poorly and am just not making good decisions when it comes to partyin and eating and sleeping

i should just go home live with my mommy, get healthy, get a part time gig somewhere that isnt fucking starbucks, go to school fulltime and just get it done.

and im sorry if people are disapointed that im moving or whatever, but i need to do whats best for me and im just over it up here.... like alot

Current Mood:
confused
Current Music:
Us - Regina Spektor
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For some reason im having a hard time with the shootings at VT.
Its just so awful. so many people died.

Its seems like ever since i was little really really awful things happen in the world. and im sad about them, but there is no salience to my life. i havent been directly affected by any of these.
9/11 Hurricane Katrina just to name 2 of them
but with school shootings it is really hard not to feel affected. i go to school there are tons of moody loner kids at CR its just a matter of time IMO till theres a shooting at every school.

my heart goes out to everyone directly affected by this shooting and all the students at VT whose sense of normalcy and safety im sure is gone.

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Got new tattoos.
hurt like ... i cant even explain.
feet hurt to get tattoos on.
you can take it from me.

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i enjoyed my week at home.
i feel refreshed.
like.
...new...
i duno
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1. YOUR REAL NAME:
Ashley

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME:
(first 3 letters of real name plus izzle.)
Ashizzle

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME:
(fav color and fav animal)
Turquiose Llama

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME:
(your middle name and the street you live on)
Dorothy-Marie H

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME:
(the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
Garas

6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME:
(Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink).
Green Jager

7. YOUR IRAQI NAME:
(2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, and last letter of your moms middle name)
Sraietn... lolz

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:
(parents middle names)
Jean Dean ... god thats gay

9. YOUR GOTH NAME:
(black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black Pheobe

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after sitting at the computer at school i finally figured out how to get the stupid sound to work.

i havent updated in 2 months... amazing i have nothing new to report on, im back at school. taking real classes and really going and really doing the work cause i figured out its not fun to be a failure at shit its not fun to lie to my mom saying things are going good in sociology when i actually dropped that class 2 months ago. im learning how to stop complaining about long shifts at work.. its work if im going to make any money im going to have to work more than 4 hours at a time.

i liked lily allen before you knew who she was. typical.
next thing you know you'll be liking amy winehouse.

is it wrong that i hate when music that ive liked for days and days gets popular... shiny toy guns... saw them live way over a year ago. now they are on the radio and mtv.
regina spektor, lily allen just to name a few.

i know i am a snob, i accept that.

there are tons of high school students and old people at my school. i wish i would have done better in high school so i could attend a real school. thats the one thing i regret in life... not doing really well in high school like i knew i could... but if i had... would i be living up here, would i be with milon?
i duno and i dont think i would trade that for anything.

i should be writing my essay on Scrubs
yes the tv show
so i think ill do some of that.

<3 you guys... and by guys i mean... uhhh no one cause no one reads this ... lol lame

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ATTN

dear my chemical romance,
you are not Queen so stop.

Dear radio stations,
my chemical romance is not Queen...
so stop playing that song once an hour,
its like 6 min long and takes up too much of my life.

Dear insurance company in humboldt whose name i dont know,
you are not allowed to use the unicorns song in your commercials.
you are retards

Dear TLC,
PLEASE stop making shows about medical oddities,
i stay up way to late watching them.

Dear Highway 101,
it would be very kind of you to shrink and make the bay area lots closer.

Dear Regina Spektor,
Get the HELL OFF Vh-1
DO YOU HEAR ME YOUNG LADY?
get off vh-1.

Dear Starbucks,
Pay me more,
i dont get paid enough to constantly smell like i do,
like i rubbed espresso ALLLL over me.

Dear Homeless and/or Crazy people,
STAY OUT OF STARBUCKS,
i dont have the time or energy to explain to you that no, it is not the governments fault someone else is using our bathrooms,
and stop stealling our packets of sweet and low and leaving nickels in thier places....
AND PLEASE,
stop talking so loud,
i know you are crazy but i am obviously a foot away from you...
rest assured i can hear you.

Dear Police officer who pulled me over last night,
thanks for being so nice and understanding and letting me go.
seriously thanks i cant deal with another thing like that.

i thinks thats alll for now....
but you better believe
i have more things to bitch about and i intend to do so in letter form.
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11.7.06
The Day We Got Britney Back.
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What American accent do you have?
Your Result: North Central

"North Central" is what professional linguists call the Minnesota accent. If you saw "Fargo" you probably didn't think the characters sounded very out of the ordinary. Outsiders probably mistake you for a Canadian a lot.

The West
Boston
The Midland
Philadelphia
The Inland North
The Northeast
The South
What American accent do you have?
Take More Quizzes
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Im Selling my best friend Lauren!@#
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Surprise Surprise!!
I make Purses as well....
Well actually i make things out of felt and put them on purses

So purses are going for $15 to $20 depending on what you want on them!!!


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I can custom Make these bad boys too... )
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DISNEYLAND // CALIFORNIA ADVENTURE

+++ sooo much more +++ )
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Ashley Garbarino
Birthday:June 27, 1987
Birthplace:Concord, Ca
Current Location:Pinole, Ca
Eye Color:Brown / Black
Hair Color:Forever Changing ; Current - Red
Height:5'8 - 9"
Right Handed or Left Handed:Right
Your Heritage:Italian, German, Scottish, Irish ..... africian
The Shoes You Wore Today:None yet.
Your Weakness:Boys with good music tastes
Your Fears:Failing.
Your Perfect Pizza:Ham and Pineapple with ranch
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Graduate From school
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:goddamnit i slept in too much
Your Best Physical Feature:...
Your Bedtime:never
Your Most Missed Memory:Sophmore year.
Pepsi or Coke:COKE
MacDonalds or Burger King:McDonalds.... wtf spelling error
Single or Group Dates:Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:ew .... neither Starbucks
Chocolate or Vanilla:White ....
Cappuccino or Coffee:Coffee
Do you Smoke:used to
Do you Swear:like a sailor
Do you Sing:all the time
Do you Shower Daily:nope
Have you Been in Love:yes
Do you want to go to College:nope
Do you want to get Married:yes
Do you belive in yourself:semi
Do you get Motion Sickness:hecccck yes ... in cars if im not driving
Do you think you are Attractive:lightweight
Are you a Health Freak:nope
Do you get along with your Parents:one of them
Do you like Thunderstorms:NO
Do you play an Instrument:used to
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:lol i think so
In the past month have you Smoked:yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date:yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:yes
In the past month have you been on Stage:no
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:... yes
Ever been Drunk:yes
Ever been called a Tease:yes
Ever been Beaten up:nope LIKE THEY COULD
Ever Shoplifted:yes
How do you want to Die:I wanna be Murdered by a complete stranger and be able to say goodbye to the person i love as im dying ... ive really thought it out.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:Cosmo
What country would you most like to Visit:Italy... Japan its a tie
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:Dark
Favourite Hair Color:Dark
Short or Long Hair:either
Height:taller than me
Weight:whatever... haha skinny boys are niice
Best Clothing Style:not ugly
Number of Drugs I have taken:4?
Number of CDs I own:i duno
Number of Piercings:1 at the moment .... 9 in the past
Number of Tattoos:2
Number of things in my Past I Regret:2

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
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A HUGE PHOTO UPDATE GOING BACK AS FAR AS THANKSGIVING!!!!!
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its too good not to look at... )
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AYEEEEEEEEE IM COLD AND I NEED
lovin

hahah yeha
thats right

ATTN TO ALL
we should party
asap.

ps. 2.5ish days?
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